your light will shine when all else fades
Sunday, July 23, 2006 @ 6:14 AM
i cant help but to feel scared now.
CAUSE I'LL BE SHOWING MY DARN REPORT CARD IN A FEW HOURS FROM NOW.
heart jumping like crazy.
what if they cut my allowance. and ban me from computer?
scary la.
and i said F*CK in the middle of cell grp yesterday
total accident.
slip of tongue. mentally slapped myself hard in the head.
i told the ghost story mrs.s told us to my sis yesterday.
so she can be scared too.
LOL
so we both be scared together and we can sleep together.
as a form of company to each other.
i'm such a asshole la.
LOL
and i'm still so freaked out at night la
how long is the fear gonna last???
i'm totally crapping now
MUST MAKE FULL USE OF THE COM NOW WHEN I CAN.
for the past days even since i got back my results
i've been making full use of my com
so no diff now.
JUST IN CASE I REALLY KENA BANNED FROM COMPUTER.